Girls...
I am not doing good recently..
There are many unseen sadness behind my smiling pictures...
There are many unseen sadness behind my smiling pictures...
Am trying to kick away all the negative feelings ...
A sip on my favourite caramel latte can help bit...
Browsing through the net for some jokes do help...
Always trying to be optmistic but when i can really let the guard down?
I wish i am a nobody in people's eyes...
so that there won't be so much responsibilities coming my way...
Is this what we call teenage-turn-adulthood phobia?
There are many things i want to share with you all
But everytime when we met up
the joy of gathering override the sadness i face
appreciate every moments we talk face to face
I longed for companionship of friends and family...i really do...
It's hard to tell how i feel
its ...more than words...
Hmm .. totally get you amy dear. For the past few weeks ... i felt exactly how u felt. I understand how it feels .. to really really want friends n family around at those times. It's so hard and so lonely to get through it alone. So sad. That's why i booked my ticket going back end of this mth no matter what. Coz i really need it.
ReplyDeleteIt's so true that we always forget about all sadness when we gather ! hahaha .. only remember to share how happy we are and talk nonsense ! Maybe because that's a way we can be happy. I really hope to meet you up too. So we can share everything ... sad or happy. So that at least, we let things in our heart out. Rather than keeping it inside .. making ourself unhappy. T_T
For me, i have passed the darkest hour. I finally found some sunshine .. although it's still cloudy inside me. Still waiting to share all that i have inside of me with one of you. So, Amy ... u must hold on.
Remember i posted the songs "lean on me" ? and ... "i'll stand by you" ... "keep holding on" ... all these are songs i listen to when i was really down. I avoided listening to emo songs and listen to those songs instead. I had to IMAGINE that someone dedicated it to me so that i feel better. So now .. i'm dedicating those songs to you. Listen to them when u're feeling very down. Remember that although we are not able to be around you ... our hearts are thoughts are always with you. We'll use the songs to remind you that we are here. =)
I'll include it into the ipod here. So that you can listen to it as long as you open the blog. Just leave it on .. and listen to it until you feel better. Trust me... music heals the soul. It did to me .. hope that it will to you too.
Take care dear Amy.
thx angie~~ T_T
ReplyDeletehealing state....
Amy, don't forget we will all stand by you...be strong to get through this ungood moment...
ReplyDeletehave a big cry while listen to song (abreact out)then u will feel better. If now i can beside u, i will give u a big hug n my shoulder ...jia you my dear amy ....be brave to face it...if got chance we meet you, can share wif me 2~
me not doing good too. AMY!! I supoort u , U support me la! Anyway, How's IPAD? I plan to get 1 as well. Coz, I'll go to work everyday by public transport, and it will take me 1 and half hour to reach my lovely workplace. SIGH!! I'm a Bloody IDIOT who rent a house so far from my workplace. SHYT!
ReplyDeletei support u all...jia yo~ hehe:)
ReplyDeletei din own one leh fwu....so dun really know hw is it...but... so far all good feedbacks la...hehe... ^^
ReplyDeleteThx live 8.... im better now...can oli stay optimistic...the only way...be strong!!!!
Oh U din own one? Shyt! I own 1. muahahha just bought it! Still figure out how to use it. AND SHYT APPLE!!! HATE THOSE APPS!!! Spend 900 bucks on IPAD still wan me to pay extras for the apps. NVM, I'll choose those free one. BLEH!!
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