Reluctant

Hmm ... Going back tomorrow. I feel reluctant.

I still want to stay back and enjoy the relaxing lifestyle here.

I am tired of studying ... tired of being on my own.

I thought i can do my training for 3 months in bintulu, but my dad advice me to do it in KL.

Then, i thought after graduation i can go back to Bintulu. But my dad ask me to chamber at KL.

It means that i will only be back in Bintulu in year 2013.T_T

Missing you gals ... How i wish we are all around together.

Truths i learned from accosters ....

They are so incredibly annoying ...
But there's so much i wouldn't learn if not for them ...
They teach me facts of life , life skills on different people we meet , and perhaps putting you under the " How to be a good liar " training session *wink*

There is one thing for sure - accosters are educated through TV , the "magic box" . They always happen to appear with a surprise but serious look . Their very common opening line , " Oh my God , sorry for interrupting , but , you are just too gorgeous and so eye catching .... " =.=

Some might be trying to play smart . They can act as if they know you very well despite the skin colour . Its not easy to get yourself away from that , especially when they really do know lots about asians . =.= They will make sure that you are giving them your real email address by saying that they wil send something to your email right away and want you to check whether you receive it or not ( Blame on the wifi thing !!! )

Some might play safe at the first step so that they can break down your guard later . They will keep mention that they are just too outgoing and interested in knowing new people especially people from different nation which can be a great help in doing their research ( always wondering what kind of research they are doing =.= )

Some might throw out stupid questions which can make you speechless sometimes . While you are in the supermarket choosing chocolate , they ask " You love chocolate ? Me too.. What a coincidence , which flavor u like most ? " While you are buying fruits , they can approach and claim themselve to be a nutrionist trying to recommend which fruits are good for you and offer a drink at the nearest cafe for more details . While you are swimming somebody can just stop in front of you suddenly trying to correct the way you swim , act as if they are very professional =.=


They play smart , we have to get smart . Turn my back on them and walk away isn't my style ( however i always wanted to do so T_T ) . This is because many of them always show a friendly approach . Just making new friend , why not ? Yeeee-aaahhhh....why not ? But why YEs ? Arghhh.... I hate the typical Libra nature that lives in me , swing swing and indecisive ....


Normally i will transform into a Liar to get myself away when there is one, never reveal much of my personal details if the conversation goes on . Sometimes i enjoy the bluffing session where i can sometimes be a student ( I can be a major in engineering , education , designing , and still people will believe when i say i am a high schooler .... wakakkaka ) , a tourist who is transitting , or sometimes a jobless when im running out of idea . Some will stop disturbing if they feel that you are not really into the conversation but some are just too patient to drag on =.=


So , what is the best way to get away from accosters ? They are getting smarter by days .... Hemmmmmm.... Perhaps we should put some blame on TV . TV is giving them tips that nothing is impossible if you do as follows : Break the ice with OMG ; remember to act you are nervous ( Bonus point credited for those who have handkerchief with them to wipe the sweat ) ; running miles to chase after your target no matter she's in a car a bus a ship or even a plane to prove you are working hard just to get a contact point ; remember to mention the approach is the first time in your lifetime , remember ; tell her she's your dreamgirl and will drive you crazy if you didn't approach her and etc etc etc..... Most girls are soft hearted so there stand the winning chance =.= This is true and we hate the truth . We can't show faces at people who are giving compliments , even if we know they have some intention .... Haizzzz.... But still , we will never let down the guard . We will yell for help when the friendly approach starts to get not friendly .

清新可人之照～哇哈哈哈哈:D

短发的我～嘻嘻...

苏慧@留言

LIVE 8 要坚强哦！！
生活就是那么不容易。。
都无法如我们所愿。。

生活里总会有开心，喜悦
有时候会纳闷，无奈，烦恼
但这些都会有期限。。

换个方式看看
转个角度想想
会发现乌云不在了
下雨后仍会有晴天

加油哦！！ 我的姐妹们。。
Aja Aja Fighting~
yup...gain power n fight^^V

Look!! Who is here??!!!

ANGIE!!!!! I think u put the 'o' instead of '0' for my email right? Awww.. nvm.. it's all good now.
Fwufwu here is all OK. BUT!!! life is tough here. Very tough! I'm kinda need to support my sister , Rong, who study honors and stay with me now. Had to pay all the rent, groceries, bills, not only for myself but US. So I was kinda F'KED UP in this situation.

Dont worry girls, I'll back to Btu in the future, no matter how! I think i'll stuck in this place for another 4-5 years maybe? I promise I'll go back every Chinese New Year to meet ya all. However, I cant confirm for the coming 2011 Chinese New Year, as i'm still on bridging visa (a visa which JAIL me in this country until I got my Temprorary Residence Visa).

For those who is RICH ENOUGH, YeaH!! THOSE WHO ARE RICH!!! -u all know who! those who are working for more than a year, YEAH! YOU!!- PLEASE SPARE SOME TIME TO CHECK YOUR FLIGHT TICKET TO PERTH AND VISIT ME LA!! PLEASE LA!! i'm so lonely here.

Oh yeah, I'm working fulltime now at National Measurement Institute (NMI) WA. 好听一点 is a federal government environmental laboratory. Love the job, love the environment, love the collegues, love the " work at 9am, 1030 am tea break, 1pm lunch break, 330pm tea break and finish at 5pm" EVERYDAY ROUTINE. hahahha

Guess tat's all from me now. See ya all SOON

Cheers
Ahmu, whose name is Young. ^^

Pek Cek !

Hi ... back for more complaining !
*hAhahahaha
Having exam since last week leh ...

Today's paper actually very confident de !
Study very well and cases all OWNING d.
MANA TAHU ...
Hafal until when sleep also can talk in sleep ...
yet not enough time to complete answer ... T_T
FAIL d la ... haihz ~

2 questions need answer both.
When left last 15 minutes ... question 1 not even finish answering !
AdUhAi ....

Then last week friday paper ...
Lecturer told us that more than 70% failed the paper ...
ask us wanna redo midterm or not =__+
ShoCk !!

This friday got exam again ... BO MOOD ah ~
So wanna finish study and fast fast go work !
Earn money and get married (aiks .. jk la .. marriage need wait long time )

and .... Most Of All !
Missing u all ... can't wait to go back !
Mandy ben dan dunno i am going back soon ...
Gonna give her a surprise ...
Will let u guys know how she react .. hahaha !
she so sampat with her Jansen now ...
Like the kid is her own child ...
really cannot imagine what happen when she get married and have her own !
hahahaha !!

Take Care all ... T_T

♥ more than words ♥

Girls...

I am not doing good recently..
There are many unseen sadness behind my smiling pictures...

Am trying to kick away all the negative feelings ...

A sip on my favourite caramel latte can help bit...

Browsing through the net for some jokes do help...

Always trying to be optmistic but when i can really let the guard down?

I wish i am a nobody in people's eyes...

so that there won't be so much responsibilities coming my way...

Is this what we call teenage-turn-adulthood phobia?

There are many things i want to share with you all

But everytime when we met up

the joy of gathering override the sadness i face

appreciate every moments we talk face to face

I longed for companionship of friends and family...i really do...

It's hard to tell how i feel

its ...more than words...

Updated news from me~

Just pass by here to tell u all something about my hair style. hehe:D
i had change a new hair style lo...
many people see it will directly have a big O at mouth..haha..
u know y? coz i had cut my hair very very short ...from long long hair to short short hair...a very big difference~most of the people said that i had become more old with this hair style...but i feel very nice wo~ just become a big mature nia... haha...^^

Durian Durian !!

Hey gals ! So happy i wanna share this !!
Hahahaha !! at last i can eat dao my long long waited ... DURIAN!
Qi Wei brought me to a durian trip with his friends.
He planned it just for me. *touched* after what i did to him T_T
But he didn't let his friends know that it's for me la .. hahah.

It's a funny trip. because ....
We started our journey from a place called Kg Lapan ...
and drove all the way to a place called Sg Udang ... found NO durian.
then we stop to eat 2 durians at a place called Klebang beach. buy 1 free 1.
After that went for coconut shake nearby klebang beach. Oh my ... the shake sooo nice !
Then end up .. we bought durian at a stall just outside Kg Lapan ...
and we eat at a friend's house at Kg Lapan. hahahaha !!

So u can imagine .. it's like we start from bintulu medan jaya ... go until selangau there find durian but can't find ... then go back kidurong beach eat 2 biji durian ... then eat ABC at tg batu beach ... then in the end come back medan jaya de farley there buy durian and eat at someone's house at taman li hua there ...

I SIBEH enjoy moh ! hahahahha ...

Me and Him. Taken from the place we start our journey. the 2 sampat ! hahaha ... coz we both hold our own handphone and take at the same time. That's why my eyes is looking to the side ... coz i'm looking at my own phone .. =)

The biggest piece goes to ME !! XD hehehehe !!

The Durian gang ... haha !
The CoCoNuT sHaKe ! *amy u should try this out next time u come down. U'll love it !

Miss u all ^^

Hai...First time i playing blog.. haha...:D not familiar but feel excited..
i just post up a blog (our song) successfully...congra me..yeah^^V

i would like to share how is my feeling when i 1st saw our Live 8 blog~
i can't really describe my feeling...feel glad n feel touch (无法言喻的感动)
appreciate NG's creativity for creating this blog~ thanks, NG ^^
thanks too to all of u come into my life...:')
thanks to all ~ although we r really long time didn't meet 2gether but our heart still can go close together.... we r the best...yeah^^V

Gambateh in our future...jia yo, my friends~

First Sharing from me ~ Our songs ^^

夏天的风- 元卫觉醒
词:卫斯理 曲:卫斯理
专辑:幸福下载

夏天的风吹入我心中
你站在海边望着天空
你说世界是多么辽阔
渺小的我们拥有什么
当时的我们还很懵懂
你就像温室里的花朵
保护着你不让你凋落
捧在我手心不曾放手

时间滴答的走
年华似水的流
年少轻狂的爱能多久
你放开我的手
绽放出灿烂的花朵
每当夏天我吹着温暖的风
想起当时我们爱得很洒脱
美丽的蒲公英散落空中
随着风摇曳得很自由
每当夏天我吹着温暖的风
我们的故事简单却很生动
花瓣掉落在我的手中
握着我们曾经的感动
每当夏天我就喜欢吹着风
我们的故事简单却很生动
当时的我们还很懵懂
你就像温室里的花朵
保护着你不让你凋落
捧在我手心不曾放手
时间滴答的走
年华似水的流
年少轻狂的爱能多久
你放开我的手
绽放出灿烂的花朵 Oh~
每当夏天我吹着温暖的风
想起当时我们爱得很洒脱
美丽的蒲公英散落空中
随着风摇曳得很自由
每当夏天我吹着温暖的风
我们的故事简单却很生动
花瓣掉落在我的手中握
着我们曾经的感动
每当夏天我就喜欢吹着风
我们的故事简单却很生动
每当夏天我吹着温暖的风
我们的故事简单却很生动
花瓣掉落在我的手中
握着我们曾经的感动
有一天你也会想起我

Cloudy Sky

These few weeks haven't been splendid.
Many things happened ...
Seems like i'm not the only one.

Amy,
are you ok ?
Take care dear.
So hoping to meet you up.
I have many things to share. T_T