小小的感动 + 幸福

真的好久好久没来这儿了。
我们都忘了我们还有这个'小小窝'吧。哈哈哈。。。^^
在这儿逛了一圈，心中有莫名的感动。
看着六妹努力的传上的小文章，像是努力的在帮部落格人工呼吸 - 感动的一幕，嘻嘻^^
听着夏天的风，脑海中回忆着以前，调皮又无忧无虑是我们的曾经啊。哈哈～
只有一个结论，好讨厌时间哦 >.< 怎么会过这么快啊。。现在的我们不再十八十九，而是二十五六了也～哈哈。。谢谢你们，有你们一块儿二十五二十六，真棒!!!! 哇哈哈哈哈哈 （幸福的脸仰着天空）

BLURP

We have a new schedule for those in Bintulu now.
Every Wednesday is LADIES NITE.

meaning anyone in BINTULU is suppose to come out and yamcha on LADIES NITE.
EXCEPTIONS : ada urusan formal, ada perkara lebih penting dari LIVE8
Hahaha ~

If i don't update this blog occasionally i think it's gonna be closed down by Google.
Wakakakaka ~

可怜

这边被抛弃了 .... 可怜的部落格

Happy Merdeka Day !

卖猪脚！卖猪脚！卖猪脚！

**this is exactly what our Su Hwa 姐 will shout out today.

Wishing all our Live8 姐妹们 a Happy Merdeka Day !!

I LoVe Malaysia ! 

but i don't love the politicians in this beautiful country... (^.^)"

Selamat Hari Raya 2011

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI 2011

Hey gals ! Happy Holidays !

I'm the only one posting around here =.="

might as well make use of the page before it becomes BERKARAT !

HaHAhAhhaahHHAha

Re-Placed

hi gals ... long time no posts updates in here d.

i wonder how long it takes for someone to realize this post too.

Hahahaha ... the first one to realize and comment gets a present from me >,<

Something i want to share about ... which may sound stupid to most of you.

I was replaced.

And you are wondering what do i mean by this right ...

you can see it all over facebook and MSN ... hahahaha !

It's about my volleyball. Stupid right ?

But not to me. It's very important. VERY IMPORTANT to me.

I loved volleyball ever since the first time i played it.

During secondary school times, cause my dad and mum forbids me to join games,

i am forced to let it go.

Now in University, i have my freedom. So i am FULLY into the game.

Until i get to represent my university for 4 years in a row.

Recently, i was quite excited and happy because i am gonna be representing my team again.

It's called MASISWA. It's the biggest tournament for us.

I have always been the main 6 players. (6 in a team)

My position as 'setter'. A very rare and hard position to play.

i have been trained to be a setter since the first day i joined the MMU team.

Then, this semester, a new girl came. Young, energetic, New. State player.

I'm just .. an OLD player .. going to leave soon.

I put a lot of hope into this tournament because it's my LAST tournament in my UNI life.

Then ... this new girl was not bad. Her standard is up to mine. She will definitely be the one to replace my position when i graduate.

However, at the starting of our training, i am still playing my position as a setter in FIRST 6.

Then i went back to Bintulu last week. I had to .. because i miss Bintulu too much.

Who knows ... After 1 week of absence .. when i came back for training this week ...

Then i realized ... i was REPLACED.

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For 4 years in my Uni life of volleyball training.

I never go back with no sweat on my shirt and body.

But today, i came home .. with a cold body and dry shirt.

I stood there for almost 1 hour ... just watching ppl play and pick balls for them.

I really felt like breaking down into tears at that moment. 

I felt soooooooo emo !!

I felt like screaming ... what is this ?! 

Why is it not me ?! 

Don't u know its my last sem ?! How much i wanted this ?!

Then u replaced me with a newbie who can still continue playing for another few more years !!

While this is the LAST game for me ?!

How could you do this to me ?!?!

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T_T

stupid right.

But this is just me.

This is what i feel inside.

I couldn't show anything to them.

i smiled at them when they are done.

i had to hide how hurt i felt.

that night .. was the 'fake'-est smile i have ever made to anyone in my life.

*sigh

i have training again tonight.

i don't know how i can take it if the situation was like this again.

i am so scared that i would just breakdown into tears at the court.

I know. It's stupid. It's such a small matter.

But it's a BIG ONE for me.

A real big one ... coz i know i won't be able to touch a lot of volleyball again when i'm working.

I don't hope that you will understand fully how i feel inside.

But i just need to let this thing out somewhere.

p.s ... the facebook PM i posted, i actually hide it from all my volleyball teammates. 

Hahahahha ... pathetic right ! What a joke ... !

touchdown KL

yeap! Angie's gonna be in KL for 3 months !
Starting my legal attachment ( aka training ) for 3 months.
Anyone of you stopping by KL ... do give me a call ya !!

I'm missing bintulu, missing Malacca, missing Him ... hahaha ~
Honestly, i don't like KL life !!
I hope to get out of here as soon as possible ...
Pray that i can survive this 3 months ya !

Oh ... show u gals something.

My first touch n go card !!! HAhahahahhaa ~

New Year New Makeover

WooHoo .. i simply love this new feature of blogger.
New Fonts !! So Nice !! I hope you all like it !

It's a new year and 1 great new thing have happened.
For starter, our MANDY mei mei have opened her SKIN 86 beauty shop looo !
*clap clap clap ! waaaooooo ! Clap Clap Clap !! Cheerz !! Tong tong qiang ! Tong tong qiang !!

I am still waiting for pictures of her shop to be uploaded but .... tak tau mana pergi itu orang.
Mandy mei mei ~ go your shop first time got discount or not ?? Hahahaha ~
* she's so busy being tauke niong now until no time to read these posts i guess ...

I don't have anything new to update you all .. just maybe .. that i am not going back for Chinese New Year in bintulu this year. So sad ... even my brother forced my mum to buy a ticket for him to go back yesterday. I really felt alone and sad. Go out watch movie with qi wei, we watch 笑着回家 but after watching ... i 哭着回家 ... hahahaha ! stupid movie .. tipu my money ! After watch 天天好天 i also felt kinda emo ... i really really wanna go back ! Everyone is home ... except me ! I hate the university ! Hate it hate it ! Hmph !!

Recently , i was busy finishing up assignments and preparing for final exams. Then we had this Law Night 2011 and it's gonna be my last law night to attend to during my university life. So we are considered as the senior batch. We are required to perform and so ... i am in charge of part of our performance. So i think and think and .... think and think again ... and at last came up with a great idea. Sing choir + dance. Something like glee but it will be our own version of Glee. I asked my friend to record it ... u can watch it in my youtube channel   ---->  click here !

Then here's some pictures of me from that night =)

with my friends and lecturer

ahaha ... i upload this because i love this picture the BESt ! The funny thing that night is .. my friends and lecturers all couldn't recognize me at first sight ! When i greet my lecturers .. they were like staring at me blank for a while ... then just look away. Walao wey ..... my 'camouflage' so GENG meh ??

this one is my performance picture. I was dancing .... hahaha ... dun wan tell. Go watch my video la ! >.<

That's all for now ... missing you all this new year.

p/s : i ask ah sing to on skype when u all go bai nian at her house ... i will wait and see she remember or not.